Week 18 – Walking in the NOW

I read Robert D Watkins Post about Pretending to Understand. So instead of just reading it, I sought to understand how I could apply this. I heard and wrote down the question, from the webby. I did not take it as an exercise that had this level of meaning.

Today I went to work, I drive from one service call to the next and sometimes get parts. I do drive from point to point. I have been in a Hyper Aware mode and use a Mindfulness technique of noticing every little detail of the moment to keep my thoughts from going into the future or the past.

So I’m driving 50 -70 MPH, listening to my recordings with music, tapping my fingers, and noticing everything around me, heat, light, clouds, nature, people, buildings my van, my breath. This is empowering and helps train the brain. I can only handle about 4,000,000,000 connections at a time in my Brain. Info from week 4 webby. So please don’t think this is somehow overloading me.

So let’s get to the point of the Question. “What am I pretending not to Know – to See – to Understand – to Observe.? Now I’m faced with a wonderful thought I don’t like. I don’t want to. No. I genuinely looked at the activities by the second to observe my thoughts. I was stunned how many things I refuse to or pretend not to see.

I had to go back to the beginning and remind my little self – (that one hiding from Seeing) that I am in this process for rest of my life and I want to come to the beginning (some call it the end of this class) with every tool in hand not just the ones I like, ALL of them

So what does the lessons teach us to do here? THINK. OK I gave it 5 and was done. “I don’t like that” visualize a fist fight in the mind. I went there with my old blue print, and that which I intend to become. Oh I could taste the fury. Mark J spoke of this, well not quite like this. By bringing this little question to my awareness, I have begun to defeat this resistance.

As we fight to BE better and Powerful beings & search for the perfect Ideal, expect this difficulty to be no more than a Blessing and perfect Opportunity. Where did I read that one?

I have resolved to BE here and answer the question and the new one OMG. Mark – where do you come up with this stuff. “What would the person I intend to become do Next. Then to make things worse my virtue for this week’s focus is Enthusiasm. So here’s how that went.

I’ve asked myself over 100 times today just that. With Enthusiasm and laughing like a monkey in the Zoo. I am that person and as I ask what are you going to do now Mister Robert. So far I am so happy it just knocks some people right out of there zone.

Laughing me

 

Today I had a call with a client, I’ve not seen for more than a year. We’ve been like friends since we’ve met. He is a Restaurant Owner and busy like a Bee. Well he came and we shook hands and he asked how I’ve been doing. I said I can’t say. This is my week to focus on Enthusiasm and That would take Hours. I told him what’s happening in my life and how happy I am. He wanted to know more and we stayed talking for the entire hour and he helped me all the while. The compliment he gave me, touched me. When I was leaving and he shook my hand he said, “Thank You for coming by today and being of service to this restaurant, to me and I’ll always hold you in my spirit for this meeting today. Thank You. You have changed so dramatically and are so happy, but did you notice everyone in this place is listening to us.” I said “Yes, and if I could brighten up the day of One what not all”. I almost had to cry right then and there I was so moved to see the entire staff in back where we were, was just standing there watching.

How do you leave that kind of Love, and go back to work? Mark J. says it pretty grand “I Love a Mystery”.

 

Robert

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28 thoughts on “Week 18 – Walking in the NOW

  1. Bob Watkins

    Robert, your inner world is showing 🙂 YOU are such a great influence on many for their lives to become like your own… an Enthusiastic Learning series of Happy Manifestations and Opportunities to help others. Wow, talk about a life of service just by being U!! Love ya Man and thanks for sharing those special moments 🙂

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Bob, Thank You, for such delightful and kind words. I am extremely Happy that I had made the decision before I actually joined the class, to give it all I’ve got. This journey is more than I expected could possibly happen. I know there is so much more I can learn. As I read the posts, replies and even being present and in the NOW with people and listening to them to understand. Has brought me to a place of wonder and excitement.When I enter a building now it’s different and the reaction of all is different. I can see that and feel that, and in that moment wonder why have I waited this Long………………

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Don, Thank You and double for the info about making it easier to understand the MK. I search for ways to experience Life in a more full manner. As I learn from others and accept that into my Spirit
      I gain a new Strength. I went back and read some of the lessons 1 – 12 and most LOVED the line and wisdom of using a “watchman at the Gate”(lesson 2:14). I sat and thought of how I’m using that and see that is
      one of the KEY elements of success up to this point. I work tirelessly on the IDEAL of making new and good habits. I exclude bad information AKA CRAP.

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  2. debarnell

    Everyone was listening…so cool! I LOVE how you are processing everything and how it is effecting everyone! Thanks for sharing these moments…what am I pretending not to know? You’ve answered it

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Debbie, I always Love you comments. Thank You. Mostly I work in NOW, and this week I’m practicing the virtue of “Enthusiasm”. But I’m just Happy and excited with my focusing
      on everything like never before. I’ve mostly kept my focus on being of service to others. Now the application of Knowledge is taking me to the filling of my vessel with Love and Kindness
      Then I am able to share that. But the little things pile up and make a mountain of just plain Good. My habits are mainly Good and the ones I don’t like are not surviving very well
      at this time. I am grateful for the heart and Love you have poured into all of us. Be Happy and full of Light All Ways.
      Robert

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  3. masterkeybrony

    Oh Master Rae, that is so wonderful! tears of gratitude, sharing, caring and happiness. Giving!! And everyone with their ears opened got a bit of that which they will PIF somehow along the way. I love it. Congrats!! You go Master Rae. You really are taking it all in and processing it.. Awesome!

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Brony, Thank You for all you do. I went to your facebook and saw the wonderful images of the things you sell in your shop. That was fun. I am learning at an accelerated rate because of a little shift. I listened to something that touched me. So now I experiencing Life as it is and not searching for some meaning. That only happens for me when I am present, and experiencing what is in the NOW. I Listen to exactly what is being conveyed to me, All of the communications not just the words. I experience all of the environment I’m in. When I’m off to the next service call and there is many things to deal with I don’t run a “WHAT IF” or what should I do anymore. I use my time to be alive. When I walk in to the location, I search for someone to show me what problem they have, and go about looking for a way to solve that issue. I enjoy the time both with the people and the object of the issue. Slowing down to this speed for me was, in the realm of impossible.Now that I’m doing that all day. I can not put words down to explain the Joy, emotions, I go through.

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      1. masterkeybrony

        Wow Master Rae! that is amazing! It is a true experience for you of the “being in the Now” concept that guru’s etc talk about. And you are doing it! Applying the knowledge as you have come to understand it at a core level… or an AHA! level. Great stuff!!! I’ve come to my own little conclusions of late and are applying them in day to day living and finding that life is throwing me experiences to apply my new knowing to… so far so good. I’ve enjoyed this time after christmas to experiment with making new products from clay and have found I’m coming into ‘playing’ for the first time in a long time. Before I have always made what I”ve made because of having to and have never given myself time to play and experiment. Time for fun and new discoveries…. in many ways but one! I feel your joy and gratitude through your words. Fantastic!

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      2. masterkeyrea Post author

        Brony, YES YES YES to you wonderful movement in your heart. I just heard you return to who you are, a fun and experimental being. How Lovely is that. Give you Husband a big Hug and tell him we are spreading the Love.

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Dominica, Thank You, I went to you blog to get more of an understanding about you. I enjoyed your play with words on the virtue of being organized. I see that you are a Powerful and determined person. We on this journey are all doing things differently and the desire is to be better than at the start. Well you are there. You are very aware of what you are doing, and why. the Video of the bubble bursting was fun and I did watch it silently first then with the music. This is how we should live our lives. Watch, then listen to understand the whole of the event.

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Carole, OMG you caught me Laughing in a ZOO. How funny. That’s how I feel sometimes. Thank You for finding that and bringing a moment of Love to this world of ours.As we experience the little things, big things come about. It’s the Reep what you sow I think.

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  4. dannycl

    Holy Smokes Robert! I’d say One might end up seeing you on the news! I can see the headline now!
    “Man Terrorizes City With Abundance of Kindness” or “Arrested For Possession Of Positive Thinking” Be careful my Friend. Everyone will want some. LOL

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Dan, Always great Spirit. Thank You. I actually feel like that this week. I’m focusing on Enthusiasm on top of all that. I’m staying so charged up that it feeds off of itself. I Loving it and not making any apologies now.The work environment is so Great that I’m back to be excited to go to work, I get to practice my virtues …………………..

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Terri, yes indeed it is. Thank You. I feel that I’ve Restored who I really am. all of it. That makes me so Happy & it’s Awesome to release so much junk from my heart & Life

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Martin, Yes & Thank You.When this Journey started many had the desire to succeed. My desire was to give more than asked and be faithful and loyal to the event. The payoff is more than any amount of money even you the “Greatest Accountant in the World” could count. Or should I have said money couldn’t buy what I’ve achieved?? Either is only a play on words. The feeling I have and am Living in, is just simply awesome. Since I want to Help Others and that is working in so many ways at the same time, I find myself laughing too much and being just to happy to contain myself at times.—– Beyond the DMP, BPB, my original thoughts and on and on.

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  5. mkmmacolin

    Not only have the roots anchored, but the flowers are budding and the fruit is ripening. Terrific story Robert. Continue to be the watchman at the gate. Being the observer is soooo powerful. Keep inspiring, and keep growing and moving towards the light!

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  6. masterkeyrea Post author

    Colin, Thank You, Most of all right now, I love having no comfort zone. Law of Growth is amazing. – – the little tweaks – make Big Changes.
    Have a superb weekend with no Webby tomorrow.

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  7. philsykes1558

    Robert, you give me hope that when I grow up and face the questions I have been pretending not to know how to answer I will be able to see the miracles that you have described. I have great respect for your efforts and results. Cheering for your success.

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Phil, Thank You, Please don’t think you have to do anything to be part of so many miracles. They are everywhere you look. For me is has been some work yes, all mental mainly. I have Restored myself back to the person who I really am. Hidden under all the crap I added to over the years. The person that I allowed to become.fights with me so to speak. I thought at first it was the things I was DOING that brought about the change. I was wrong. the exercises keep the old person busy while I fix new habits. When I had a clear visualization of the person I intended to Restore. I was there and didn’t know it immediately.Phil when you have had enough;. separate yourself from the noise in your mind, Get real close to the NOW, this second and think of nothing else other than your desire. I’ve come to the place that I can do that walking down the Airport hall way, talking with my escort, my bag of tools on my dolly, I no longer live in the past, give or take a few minutes, and the future doesn’t exist so there is nothing to waste my time on. Just know that many of us struggle, I do at times, for seconds only now. We have a tremendous amount of Wonderful Spirits here. Use them/me to help you BE where you want and need to BE. When you reach out with Love, you are giving and receiving simultaneously. I Pray for that spirit that links us brings you strength, Love, and Peace. Good night
      Robert

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    1. masterkeyrea Post author

      Yvette, Yes indeed, and Thank You so much. For me I give everything I’ve got to everything. I’m not holding back anything. I will admit the reason is that when I’ve in all TRUTH done so and been able to help Others, the blessings surround me in so many ways , I can’t count them anymore. Being able to concentrate the vision and focus the way I’m doing now, Touches even children who can’t communicate like us. Of honest people the children are KINGS.

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