An event in my life happened on Friday at the end of our combined study and Mastermind work with Kindness. I was driving to my Office to get a part I needed for next service call. My supervisor heard me come in and called me into his office. He created an argument where there was none. At some point he asked me to “step outside for a minute”. I was confused and went anyway. He became very angry and this is normally when his abuse causes many in the recent past to quit.
I told him he was giving me a headache, because I needed to get away from him. I got into my company van and was about to leave and he assaulted the van trying to get me out. I went home and called his Supervisor. I stayed home the rest of the day. I was very upset and angry. Decided to slow down and think this through. I was able to sleep that night. I heard “The Call” to do something. My fear and wanting to conform or just to give in was present. “The refusal to answer the Call” I could most likely lose my job and cause unknown heart ache in my life. I prayed and waited for confirmation of what I wanted to do as being the right path.
The next day I got up and worked nonstop 17 hours+, completing my service calls. My thoughts were to focus everything I have on ONE goal. “stop this abuse to others”. I meditated on that for that day and the next. Every cell in my being concentrated on that single thought. Sunday night I sat down and completed what I knew was my plan of action in an email to be sent to several in my company.
I began to write an email. At some point of extreme focusing of my entire being towards the one single goal; I hit the SEND button. The Fear was immense because I was beyond turning back now, “this was like dying to me” My heart sank knowing my existence with this company could end here. I risked everything on one thought “Stop this abuse to others” (PPN – Helping Others) Then with my Faith & knowledge being applied. “MKMMA was my helper” I got up and allowed my being to be detached from the outcome. The emotions I felt were so powerful, yet brought a Peace to me Within. “This is the rebirth”
Monday morning, and the next 2 days were so full of action. Time and words would not even touch all of the events. Tuesday, the new manager came in. He dismissed my supervisor of his position (completely in secret). Many thought they would close the office and send us down the road. I got a lot of phone calls with fear and “What If’s” Finally it was communicated that a meeting would be for all of the Branch to be at a meeting Wednesday morning at 8:00AM. No agenda given. The Fear was so high with my coworkers that I began to doubt, but did not crumble under this FEAR.
Wednesday morning came and I sat there completely aware that I was responsible for this and was ready, I thought at that moment. My existence with this company was in the hands of this man I’ve never met before.
This manager named Steve, began to speak. I was hit with a completely unexpected outcome relating to the actions of the past week. The manager with which I had an issue was no longer a manager(35 years with the company). We are all now in an expanded version of our Branch. Steve and I sat down after the meeting and discussed my concerns and actions, as well as the rest one by one spoke and gave their concerns. Everything was resolved to our combined desires. We are facing some changes in the way our daily work happens. Since talking to all; these changes are welcomed. “Transformation”
I stepped aside and Forgave Bill in silence since he was not there. I also forgave myself for allowing my anger/emotions to be out of control. That was “Atonement” I thanked God for answering the prayer, and bringing about a condition of WIN WIN to our office. “that is the Return”
I applied the knowledge I have learned in the MKMMA with such power that I am grateful, and blown right out of my socks. (this was my Helper along the way). I have an experience that to have the knowledge and to apply it properly brings about effects with tremendous Power. I had a difficult time to bring myself to this page and explain it.
Doing so; is not for me.
I desire that you know what we are doing on this Journey in the MKMMA has in it, exactly what you give. I gave everything I had to this event, I received so much more than I actually know how to explain. It is still unfolding at a speed that words have no design to encompass it’s full meaning. I can remember exactly how Davene said “give more & get more” in a lesson. My understanding was not in the words she spoke. My thought was how exactly am I going to DO that. The description of this event shows you that if we build into our being; strength. The Day you need it, even though it’s scary; that strength is there for you to use as you will.
I pray we all use our Strength and this Power, Properly for the Good of Others.