Monthly Archives: January 2016

Week 17 H J Part 2 – MY MINI HERO’S JOURNEY

An event in my life happened on Friday at the end of our combined study and Mastermind work with Kindness. I was driving to my Office to get a part I needed for next service call. My supervisor heard me come in and called me into his office. He created an argument where there was none. At some point he asked me to “step outside for a minute”. I was confused and went anyway. He became very angry and this is normally when his abuse causes many in the recent past to quit.

I told him he was giving me a headache, because I needed to get away from him. I got into my company van and was about to leave and he assaulted the van trying to get me out. I went home and called his Supervisor. I stayed home the rest of the day. I was very upset and angry. Decided to slow down and think this through. I was able to sleep that night. I heard “The Call” to do something. My fear and wanting to conform or just to give in was present. “The refusal to answer the Call” I could most likely lose my job and cause unknown heart ache in my life. I prayed and waited for confirmation of what I wanted to do as being the right path.

The next day I got up and worked nonstop 17 hours+, completing my service calls. My thoughts were to focus everything I have on ONE goal. “stop this abuse to others”. I meditated on that for that day and the next. Every cell in my being concentrated on that single thought. Sunday night I sat down and completed what I knew was my plan of action in an email to be sent to several in my company.

 

I began to write an email. At some point of extreme focusing of my entire being towards the one single goal; I hit the SEND button. The Fear was immense because I was beyond turning back now, “this was like dying to me” My heart sank knowing my existence with this company could end here. I risked everything on one thought “Stop this abuse to others” (PPN – Helping Others) Then with my Faith & knowledge being applied. “MKMMA was my helper”  I got up and allowed my being to be detached from the outcome. The emotions I felt were so powerful, yet brought a Peace to me Within. “This is the rebirth”

Monday morning, and the next 2 days were so full of action. Time and words would not even touch all of the events. Tuesday, the new manager came in. He dismissed my supervisor of his position (completely in secret).  Many thought they would close the office and send us down the road. I got a lot of phone calls with fear and “What If’s” Finally it was communicated that a meeting would be for all of the Branch to be at a meeting Wednesday morning at 8:00AM. No agenda given. The Fear was so high with my coworkers that I began to doubt, but did not crumble under this FEAR.

Wednesday morning came and I sat there completely aware that I was responsible for this and was ready, I thought at that moment. My existence with this company was in the hands of this man I’ve never met before.

This manager named Steve, began to speak. I was hit with a completely unexpected outcome relating to the actions of the past week. The manager with which I had an issue was no longer a manager(35 years with the company). We are all now in an expanded version of our Branch. Steve and I sat down after the meeting and discussed my concerns and actions, as well as the rest one by one spoke and gave their concerns. Everything was resolved to our combined desires. We are facing some changes in the way our daily work happens. Since talking to all; these changes are welcomed. “Transformation”

I stepped aside and Forgave Bill in silence since he was not there. I also forgave myself for allowing my anger/emotions to be out of control.  That was “Atonement” I thanked God for answering the prayer, and bringing about a condition of WIN WIN to our office. “that is the Return”

I applied the knowledge I have learned in the MKMMA with such power that I am grateful, and blown right out of my socks. (this was my Helper along the way). I have an experience that to have the knowledge and to apply it properly brings about effects with tremendous Power. I had a difficult time to bring myself to this page and explain it.

Doing so; is not for me.

I desire that you know what we are doing on this Journey in the MKMMA has in it, exactly what you give. I gave everything I had to this event, I received so much more than I actually know how to explain. It is still unfolding at a speed that words have no design to encompass it’s full meaning. I can remember exactly how Davene said “give more & get more” in a lesson. My understanding was not in the words she spoke. My thought was how exactly am I going to DO that. The description of this event shows you that if we build into our being; strength. The Day you need it, even though it’s scary; that strength is there for you to use as you will.

I pray we all use our Strength and this Power, Properly for the Good of Others.

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Week 17Hero’s Journey – Cause & effects

Engaging in the week of Kindness; viewing most of the comments made in Mastermind alliance, has brought a completely different focus into my Spirit. To be Kind, to observe kindness, or virtues, first begins within me. As this is impaling the whole of my Spirit, subby, the desire is to absorb this Ideal into my being. I had two most eventful weeks, with just about every emotion I know of in force. Not fully processed yet.

 

Wisdom is now all around us. Or has it always been there? Is awareness bringing something in that was just created? As thoughts flow and permissions given. Brings such power and mostly the desire to share it. In this I know Love is in that feeling, desire and ultimately a worthy cause.

 

I went back to MK Lesson 2 line 14 and see clearly that I’ve set up the Watchman at my gate. As this enters the spirit, forming a thought to bring a cause into being, is remarkable. Making the shift to within and guide this power is so new and exciting, that emotions are flying, soring like eagles. Should I search on Google for a Super Hero Cape? Goodness would it even fit, something is growing Within?

 

Creativity which has always filled this Spirit, is back many fold. Goosebumps is a normal part of just being anymore. Being so excited and determined has brought out changes in others, or is my Awareness finally seeing that? Things are changing around me & I’m loving & creating it. As this understanding of the Power we all hold grows Within; so does the World grow with us.

 

I Love the Sit, Mindfulness. The quietness is many things, but has been more than even ever explained. Thinking that it would end there was a huge mistake. To be completely Truthful this returning to who we really are is taking place exactly as planned, created with Love. To embrace this as it is, has been an Opportunity desired and manifested.

 

By being present in almost everything I do, gives me such energy, I am not fully aware of it at times, as to the effect I’m having with others. To be here, in the NOW, is so delightful and full of Joy, that I’m finding more ways to be completely focused and Mindful by the second.

 

May unseen Blessings & Light surround you.

Week 17 “ONE PERSON”

Today my friend told me a delightful story. A month ago I gave him a series of 9 videos and some links to watch “Truth about Cancer”, because His best friend was diagnosed with lung cancer and they watched all 9 videos. He did not go back to the doctor and have surgery, nor the 1 year of chemo therapy. He went to a state that allows treatments using a Holistic method with his wife. Spent 3 weeks and is cancer free. They also tested for the “cancer Steam cells also”.

What is significant about this event is when my wife was reading my DMP months ago, and don’t remember what version it was. I told her with chills in my whole body with a desire I still remember, how I said it, how I felt, The vision in the complete version. “I want most in life to use this (DMP statement) to have ONE person walk the face of the earth healed by my “helping Others” and the information I’ve learned.” I have never written one word in my DMP about this emotion nor the burning desire to help one person escape the Death Trap that is being used for treating Cancer at the moment.

I sit here and write wishing to express this feeling of Joy so grand, and all I can do is write and let the tears fall. I can visualize things clearly and not that aware of being focused on the desire. Now I can see how it happened and the Thought I kept before the subby to manifest it. I feel like I was asking for so little to help just one. He is coming back today with his wife, to meet with family and friends. So just maybe I should count more being touched than just that one.

I get to go meet with him and feel troubled with how to react to this event. He is the first and I pray not the last. I know how to do it and have to admit the emotions was tied to my anger of the mess in the current medical system we live with. My thought was only concentrating and positive desire and enthusiasm would bring about manifestation of such action. In Truth I’m still Angry with what I see in the medical system. I am achieving a way to empower this emotion in better light.

Week 16 I chose to focus differently

 

This week of Kindness has had up and downs. We have had a tragedy, and Love & sharing. I’ve observed kind acts and done some. I’ve been caught and invisible. The observation of all this brought me to a very different place. I have experience with some things, and have not the power to transfer it to another. I Love my little daughter (21 years old now, still little to me) and I most wanted to take the pain away by giving of my experience. That I cannot do.

 

So to surrender to the feeling and detach from the outcome I wanted, was like crossing the ocean with an inner tube and feet to paddle. Feeling lost and in pain, I went to my little one. I found in her strength and amazing Love for others that I’ve admired in her this week. I was able to see her deal with her best friend who is completely distraught at the present. The funeral is Sunday and the mom of the boy does not like her so my little one is going with her, to defend her, to be her voice if needed.

 

So much can happen in 1 day. We can make choices which help or hurt. According to Haanel the 2 are inseparable. We cannot have only good. The desire to never see the evil, does not make it disappear forever. So I am talking with the little one and see that she is using many of the principles of the class I’m in. This is working for her without any understanding in what I would judge. Then I realize she is around me every day and has been listening and asking what is that for. (DMP board)++++

 

I come to the moment we sit down to write and visualize the week & what all happened, my little one with all my fears of her being in too much pain. Taught me more than I could offer. Great lesson, well why do I feel pain. I was not totally detached from the outcome and not completely surrendered.

 

I said that what she was doing for her best friend was very kind. Her reply: “Daddy that is what friends do for each other” So my desire to BE Kind all week had a bonus of bringing me to my knees and a little taste of humility with it. I appreciate the lessons and really filled my being with joy reading the many – not all – of the comments in the MM & Kindnesses tab.

 

 

Week 15 WHAT? & BAM!

I am so thrilled reading the posts and learning that we as a class are doing and practicing so much. I was reading the post by masterkeymartin, and had the most wonderful insight to something happening within me. Like Martin, I’m doing the reading and exercises, but when I leave that dimension of my life and am in the real world. I find that the tools I have accepted into my Spirit has grown to a point, I see my Vison, my DMP, for the PPN’s, being manifested before my eyes. I am applying the knowledge like Haanel has stated in the MK.

 

You say, “what’s the problem?” Well that is not that simple to unpack for me. I am Spiritually lead to Help Others my whole life. I am doing the things I need to be doing and the response I’m getting is improving every day. This activity is so new and brings such Joy, and I’m no longer scared of what’s happening. It is the people I’m around are being blown away. In a positive and good way.  The questions I’ve been getting have given me confirmation that my thoughts are dead on target even when I miss the point of what just happened.

 

An example is a young man & his wife, I know well, was talking about “nothing” and I asked what was really going on. I did not desire to be Unkind. He opened up and told me exactly the circumstance that was affecting him. I did not tell him what to do, but encouraged him to do things differently. I was connected to this young man and his wife so deeply, that I truly felt I was helping the situation for them. I explained my experience in this class and how the principles will allow him success in this most difficult of tasks ahead of them, if he understands and applies this knowledge. I did not ask permission to publish or share the whole story – – END

 

So let’s get back to the issue at hand. I decided after the webby to do my virtue list and focus on the #1 for me of Self-Control. My whole being has been in hyper aware mode observing others and myself to grade myself by the end of the day. Now not even at the end of the week and I know that I have great Self-control. In the past I allowed self-talk to be weakening me instead of empowering me. Now I own that gap between circumstances and response with Love & Positively great results.

To say this was easy would be a lie. But to say the week and the lessons were rewarding would be true.  I’ve had many encounters this week and all are good. What’s different is since I am a Technician to begin with, the idea of using the techniques and call them TOOLS is perfect. I Love that, I understand that.  I am aware the issue at hand may need some kind of different approach. OK, here is a tool for that. Before I respond.

 

So the knowledge I’ve had for ages is now working and I have an understanding of it. I am using and APLLYING the “tools” for the benefit of all concerned. I can listen to total strangers with a complete awareness that I want to understand what they are saying first. Before my mind was working on the perfect response, and when to cut them off.

 

Taking all the exercises and seeing what doing them has brought me in return, has left an indelible mark on my spirit of how to apply principles to the benefit of all. I feel such a definite switch from learning the principles and practice of the principles to earning the Habit & having the daily use of such Principles. I am Whole, Perfect, Strong, Powerful, Loving Harmonious, & Happy.

BAM! BAM! BAM! BAM! BAM! BAM!