I am starting to enjoy the work & tasks each day. I felt pressure to get some parts done. The sit at night I’ve fallen asleep several times. Last week when the word Persistence was used, I got it. I am detaching from the EGO more and the engagement with others is changing enormously. I see more than ever before. I can feel what it is that some won’t say with their words. Before that scared me. Now even that has expanded beyond my wildest idea.
I am able to listen completely different than just a few weeks ago. I use to listen like a rattle snake. Ready to strike with my response. I learned many years ago in “The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People” – about listening to understand. I just was never applying it. Now I listen to what others say and work at truly understanding and if the opportunity to do more is there I’ll repeat what I felt they just said.
The gift of emotions is coming into a place I never understood before. I was missing many opportunities to connect with others because of my fear of my emotions. I was holding so much back that I would be conflicted in my soul. As I’ve embraced and let loose this fear and moved forward with Loving understanding. I have people open up and share with me like when I was a kid.
As I move away from Fear and understand the Law of Growth. I love the Powerful & Purposeful words & affirmations to build my life to match the vision I hold now. I struggle wildly with words now trying to match the vision. Finally, I realized I was moving in a Loving direction as such a pace and failing less that I stopped being critical and accepted the Growth as what is needed.
Tonight my daughter walked in the room and asked a question. I stopped and gave her my complete and undivided attention. We dealt with the issue at hand and when she left, I thought of the time and how it was spent. I am more aware of paying attention then I can ever remember. At work I can focus on anything but at home with family it was hard to deal with the day to day events. My priorities are now in order