Monthly Archives: December 2015

Week 14 “The Break”


We have taken a slight break and not had a web cast last week end. I was out of town for 4 days anyway. So that was a good thing. My focus was to keep up all the assignment’s and my promise to myself. But I had several conflicts to figure out.

When I was in Pittsburgh with a Friend that we’ve not seen for a year and my Wonderful wife Raphaela. Was I supposed to breakaway and complete the reading? That is my promise. I also have the statement in my DMP – “I am with my family with a Loving manner. I slow down and listen to family and Friends.”

            The decision to Love my Family and Friends won. I did my best and did complete 2 of the 3 readings. Reflecting on the days and the outcome. Gave me several lessons. The best was a plan and desire should be firm, clear and steadfast, and the priority in life should be Love.

We all went to Lily’s church and were welcomed there. I had no Fear, that day and the Love within me took over. It seemed like we were there all day, yet spent a little over an Hour. What’s new is that I was present for every second except when the Pastor asked us to greet some of our neighbors. I didn’t hear it that way.

Lily sternly said “Robert” as I was mingling around saying Good Morning and shaking everyone’s hand. I looked up and the Pastor was waiting for just me to sit down. I met the most incredible couple that morning and thanked them for coming. As we left I received the most precious and wonderful compliment form Lily. I said Thank You, but stayed quiet.

What is happening to me was what I thought. My focus is on the moment and being present and not thinking of other things. The Joy was a complete overwhelming experience. I’ve still have that. I was able to see, and feel exactly the path and journey that I chose has manifested what I most desired. Yet I was not quite catching up to that fact.

I am growing at a speed that I don’t even recognize me anymore. I don’t have a comfort zone, because every inch of ground I’m on is new and so exciting that it took my Wonderful Raphaela and our Friend Lily to show me that.

I sit and tears of Joy blur my vision, as I write, and I no longer fret that, I’ve learned to embrace my emotions also, completely.



Week 13.5 A Movie called “RUDY”

I Just got home from 4-day trip and had a slight headache and was tired so I decided to rest and watch the movie Rudy. This was part of an assignment for class and I chose to kill 2 birds with one stone. Rest and watch this movie from 2000 of a story that really happened 1975. OK no excitement here.

It started with the character being really young and being put down because of a Dream he had. He wanted to play for the Notre Dame Fighting Irish. He played football in high school, and was 5’7” tall and 165 pounds.  The dream continued as he went to work with his Father at a Steel Mill. Only had one friend who encouraged him and gave him a Notre Dame Jacket.

One day this friend was killed in an industrial accident. At the funeral he decided to take the risk and just go for the Dream. He left everything behind and went to South bend Indiana, to join the Notre Dame Fighting Irish.

He met an old priest who told him the only way would be to go to a junior College for several semesters to qualify for Notre Dame School. This Priest became a mentor and Master mind for him.

Rudy was rejected for years to even be able to go to the School Notre Dame. He found a job on the football field with an old Janitor who mentored him and never told his story till the end.

Finally, with all the planning, a burning desire and help of the Old priest, he was accepted into Notre Dame. He barely got a spot on the Football team but only as a practice dummy and beat up for 2 years.

He went to the coach at the time and asked if he could dress out in one game and coach agreed to one game in the next year’s season. Rudy was so happy then. The Coach quit and the new Coach did not want to hear of it.

In the last game that Rudy would even be eligible to play the players and crowd began to chant his name Rudy, Rudy, Rudy. If I wasn’t so comfortable and warm in bed with my Wonderful Raphaela I would have jumped up and began cheering myself. They were winning and it got down to the last 15 Seconds of the game. The coach let him play. The Players carried him off the field, being the only time that’s happened since 1975.

In the special features the REAL RUDY was interviewed. It was a humbling moment to see someone portrayed bigger than life itself in a movie and the real person be an unassuming sort.

I must say the most of all inspiring things of this movie and my “take away” was that he never opened his mind to the Naysayers and kept the Dream. He only made it for 15 seconds on the field, but fulfilled his life’s dream. He wanted his dad to see him run out of the tunnel and play for the Notre Dame Fighting Irish. He did.

I pray that my courage and persistence will match or surpass this devotion to my Dream.


Week 13 – OK Life just got fun


I sat down to write this and finish my reading early this Happy Christmas day. I rewrote the DMP, BPB, POA cards, flash Cards (added to) Rewrite the GS #3. Then I redid all of the recordings to match the thoughts that I had of empowering me words. Ok work and some time.

As I woke up and spent time with all the different activities of the day with my family. I felt a peace over me that has been growing. I only know that the work and practice I’m doing is paying off in subtle ways. Almost all the thoughts that I found were “Weakening me” I’ve been able to change to “empowering Me”

The effect is magnifying the Love I have already within me. The emotions I’ve been hiding (in my mind) are coming out and allowing me to enjoy the sharing of Love with the family that I do Love. So many things are changing at one time that I look at the DMP and wonder why has this been so powerful in my hands.

I have been making all kind of mistakes with the DMP. I took out the words 2 months ago about wanting to be medication free. The vision I have of True Health never changed. I am medication free and totally Healed. But the internal changes that bring out a Kind nature that I’ve hidden for too long is showing me a power of Helping Others beyond the words of my DMP, yet are in my vision of Helping Others.

I am in such turmoil to perfect the words of the DMP to match my vision that I totally lost focus on the work at hand today. I will say the lessons I’ve experienced in the last few weeks has taken me down a path I’ve never been on.   To see the simple and tiny amounts of work produce such results. I absolutely must admit I am working to be the Best me and the real me and just who I am.

When I heard the words of “Law of Attraction”. I didn’t get it. Now I see it, I feel it, they tell me about it and on and on. As I engage people without all the crap I had built into the cement Buddha the reaction I have been getting is so empowering and humbling that I just cry at times. Now I hide nothing and don’t attach any feeling to that which is real in me. If they ask and they do, they engage a powerful being now, that sometimes scares me, and I see acceptance where I had none before.

My thought now is much simpler. I am created by God in his image. So I live in that wonder and Truth with Love in my heart. OK Life just got fun.



I am thinking most of the Power that has always been there and how I’ve used it. Since I know how to concentrate it and bring my thoughts to a harmonious place, things are just easier.


I have gone back to look at information I’ve read and marveled at the new way I look at things. Wayne Dyer in the book Power of intentions he said “Wisdom is avoiding all thoughts which weaken you”


This stood out for me. I pray for Wisdom most because this as a guiding force in my life will bring about “whatsoever I desire” Everything thing taught in this class is moving me away from weakening thoughts. We normally call it something different. But even choosing a word now is so important.


I am looking at every word in my Definite Major Purpose. I have manifested one of the most important desires of the DMP. Yes, I’m happy about that. But the lesson was a bigger event in my life.


Now I am the master of my Life and an architect of the words that I use. I give myself power or take it away with my words. The renewing of my mind is taking place with such grace, I appreciate all that are helping me in this journey.


I live with peace not available to me before. I could not receive it; because I could not see it. I’ve had success in life because of the persistence of my nature. Our exercise of writing down past success, I thoroughly enjoyed this. I wanted to go back to child hood and make a stack of cards.


Only to realize there are not enough printed within a hundred miles. So I looked at “today only” it was noon. My thought is I could think of 25 or 50 and be done. I felt so empowered that I wanted to jump out of the van and dance on it.


To shorten this event, I will say this. I found several thousand positive things I had accomplished that morning and could not put 5 things that weakened me down. So the exercise was great in teaching myself that I do so many things right and have chosen to make the things that weaken me what I use to dwell on.


I choose the path of strength.

Week 11 – Powerful & Purposeful words.

I am starting to enjoy the work & tasks each day. I felt pressure to get some parts done. The sit at night I’ve fallen asleep several times. Last week when the word Persistence was used, I got it. I am detaching from the EGO more and the engagement with others is changing enormously. I see more than ever before. I can feel what it is that some won’t say with their words. Before that scared me. Now even that has expanded beyond my wildest idea.


I am able to listen completely different than just a few weeks ago. I use to listen like a rattle snake. Ready to strike with my response. I learned many years ago in “The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People” – about listening to understand. I just was never applying it. Now I listen to what others say and work at truly understanding and if the opportunity to do more is there I’ll repeat what I felt they just said.


The gift of emotions is coming into a place I never understood before. I was missing many opportunities to connect with others because of my fear of my emotions. I was holding so much back that I would be conflicted in my soul. As I’ve embraced and let loose this fear and moved forward with Loving understanding. I have people open up and share with me like when I was a kid.


As I move away from Fear and understand the Law of Growth. I love the Powerful & Purposeful words & affirmations to build my life to match the vision I hold now. I struggle wildly with words now trying to match the vision. Finally, I realized I was moving in a Loving direction as such a pace and failing less that I stopped being critical and accepted the Growth as what is needed.


Tonight my daughter walked in the room and asked a question. I stopped and gave her my complete and undivided attention. We dealt with the issue at hand and when she left, I thought of the time and how it was spent. I am more aware of paying attention then I can ever remember. At work I can focus on anything but at home with family it was hard to deal with the day to day events. My priorities are now in order

Week 10 – Word Architect

Week 10 – Word Architect


After the wonderful observation of last week’s event. I’ve been focused on rewriting the DMP. I had what I thought was a clear picture –vision of what I wanted and where I wanted to go.


The vision in my spirit was very different than the words I put down on paper. I was using weak thoughts and seeking very little. My old blueprint of who I had become we dictating “who you are”. OK I’m getting it a little late in the journey but I got it with a super experience to show me the lessons and how to apply.


As I write my subconscious is churning to provide me with the most powerful set of words and visions I need to be exactly “who I am”. This collection of visions and words are now working on bringing me back to the original me. Frankly that’s scary. I’ve spent a lot of time creating the cement covering just to go back and be real to myself.


The words I put down as an example was: “It makes me happy when, I am completely honest with everything I do.” I have used lies and embellished the truth which is the same for me. Now I’ve changed my DMP to:


Always think & speak only the TRUTH in Love all ways.


            What I have found it that words spoken from the exact vision I have create in me a pause when I’m speaking and thinking. This pause has allowed me to slow down my thinking and use wisdom to choose the appropriate language and thoughts to express.


Then I added this to my Definite Major Purpose:


 Every decision I ask the Holy Spirit:


What is the wise thing to do?


The living out in the real world has been a challenge as I imagine it would be. The absolute JOY I walk in has been worth every single second of work involved. In the beginning of the class it was said that words need to be chosen carefully. 10 weeks later I absolutely understand the Power in words & visions used by me and allowed into my spirt from others.


As I focus on the words, the Law of Growth brings one thing amazingly clear. The better the words and vision I hold consistently all day, will grow and bring me to the person I am in a powerful way. The person that I had become vanishes forever.


                                I AM